The last time she had a creative block: “I recently had a 9-to-5 job in the knitwear department at Alexander Wang, where I did mock-ups, mood boards, research—everything I don’t do in my practice. I learned so much, but I wasn’t creating for two months. I’d come home after six and still have to knit and finish my garments for my ready-to-wear. I’d be tired on the subway and just gaslight myself: ‘You’re not tired, just go home and knit until you fall asleep.’ I thought, I obviously can’t do this job, but I need money. Maybe this is a test from the universe: you can’t create, so just quit and then whatever happens, happens. I was like, as long as I have enough money to eat and I can make something I’ll be okay. I quit my job to focus on Arouge and literally the next day everything blew up when Diet Paratha shared my work. I got so many orders—it was crazy. So, I was like, okay, the creative block was this job.”
On the Iris van Herpen and Issey Miyake comparisons: “I’m a super private person; I don’t really like people knowing anything about me. The comments are so sweet, but I don’t want to let it get to my head. I realised I need to distance myself from it, because I don’t want to create something that I think people will like, or because people think I’m a certain kind of designer or feel like I should become this person.”
Why ready-to-wear is next: “The dresses from my debut collection take over a month to make, so they’re very expensive and not accessible to everyone. I take custom orders for private clients. I’d get all these inquiries and people would be like, ‘Sorry, it’s out of my budget.’ I wanted to create some ready-to-wear that wouldn’t take a month and wasn’t as expensive so more people would be able to enjoy my art and support me. It’ll be tops and skirts you can wear every day, released in drops just so I can manage it easily.”
She’s only worn her own design once: “I have no personal style. I literally just wear a T-shirt and jeans. The only time I really wore something I made was on my 30th birthday in July, but I didn’t leave the house. It was this pink piece that I haven’t shown yet, but it’s one of my favourite things I’ve ever made. I can’t wait to show it.”
Who she’d love to see Arouge on: “I would love to dress SZA. I feel like she would look so good in it and it’s so whimsical—kind of like her vibe.”